Is there something wrong?

with me? I have this tendency to fucking fuck up with all my relationships. People mad at me. I mad at people. They distance themselves from me. I distance myself. There will be time when I get bored with everyone I'm close with, and then I drift away for awhile. But when I want to go back, they are already gone. It's so lonely, my life is. Having no one to actually understand you, no one that could put up with my flaws, my negative side. People are easily get sick of me. There is absolutely something, or maybe a lot of thing that completely wrong with me.