well, sometimes you'll hate yourself. like me. now.

Hello. i'm not in a good mood now. I'm crying.
gatau mau ngomong apa. ngetik aja susah. lagu it has to be you nya ilang. bisanya dengerin "she's gone" yang ada kata MIANHAE nya gede banget. aaaaaaaaaaaa

oke sepele

gue benci diri gue. serius gue benci gue benci sebenci bencinya sekarang. kenapa gue bego. kenapa gue selalu sesalin semuanya belakangan. kenapa semuanya mesti gini. kenapa kenapa anjrit gua nangis sesegukan ingus kemana mana.

gue benci diri gue. tololnya gue. liciknya gue. bohongnya gue
gue gak pernah jadi cewek baik
gak pernah

gue jahat. gue jahat.

gue licik gue suka bohong gue penghianat
gue muka dua

gue lemah gue cengeng.

gue gak menyelahkan siapapun gue menyalahkan diri gue di sini.

9S♥ Thank you smooch for this video!

:')))) they made this for me. JUST FOR MEEEE.
And for your information, SooYeon is my korean names. Acronym of Sooyoung and Juyeon ♥


This is just too romatic. too sweet. have you ever got a present like this from your cyber-friends ? like me ?


9S♥ (Girls School) THANK YOUUU SO MUUUUCCCCHHHH I LOVE YOUUU GIRLS♥♥♥

Sparks Fly! My 16!

Hello, I'm not 15 years old anymore fellassss~~~

I'M OFFICIALLY 16 NOWWW

wow. 16. wow...
I just kinda sticked in with 15 already and hard to let it go~

Hmm, hari ini gue masuk sekolah telat karena emang gak niat -_-v gue flu cobaaa pas ultah hshshs eh pas ketemu qisti, fina, putri, della langsung sembuh HAHAHA eh langsung jalan abis pulang sekolah ;)
buat cerita kelanjutannya gue lanjutin lain kali yaw hoooaawwwmm~

Wislist-have to do list:
1. Sahabat
2. Becus ngerjain semua kerjaan
3. Ulangan dapet nilai terbaik semua amin amin amin
4. Dapet peringkat 3 besar di kelas amin amin amin
5. Dapet PMDK amin amin amin
6. Bisa masak 5 macam makanan
7. Bisa nyuci sepatu sendiri
8. Ngurangin ol /inimustahilsih
9. Bisa ngupil dan kentut tanpa ketahuan /jorokeww
10. Ke korea selatan, nonton Music Bank, Music Core, Inkigayo pas ada SNSD, SHINee, COED, After School, Super Junior
11. Foto bareng semua artis yang gue suka
12. Diriin perusahaan entertainment amin amin amin HARUS BISA
13. Nikah sama Kyuhyun. oke ini gak mungkin. Gimana kalo Choi Sungmin ? oke dia lebih muda setahun sebulan sehari sama gua. Taemin ? yah dia...... jangan deh dia jadi pacar aja jangan suami.... (?) -__- nikah sama cowok yang mirip ayah, yang sabar, yang baik, yang lawak, yang bisa bimbing, yang gahul juga deh amin amin amin

Lagu yang sering gue denger sekarang : SPARKS FLY! - TAYLOR SWIFT
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby, and I
Fall in love in an empty bar

And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
So reach out open handed
And lead me out to that floor
Well, I don't need more paper lanterns

Take me down, baby bring on the movie star
'Cause my heart is beating fast
And you are beautiful I could wait patiently
But I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep your beautiful eyes on me

Gonna strike this match tonight
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'd love to hate it
But you make it like a fireworks show

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly