the ramblings coming out from not-so-crybaby person

hi... it's been a long time since the last time i wrote some crap here lmao. kind of missing my routine as a blogger, tbh ;_; but what to do? tumblr and twitter are way more interesting

i'm writing this post in my dorm. yeah you read it right, a dorm. i'm gonna live my life for a year ahead in Bogor Agricultural University's girl dormitory. surprise surprise~

((oh heck i feel so flat, i lost my genuine smile not a long time ago.))

(((i want to cry so much. yep i do really want to. but i can't. i must not.)))

i thought living in a dorm would be fun, would be leaving such a pleasant impression, would be giving me new experiences. i know this is too early to say this but............ well i'm absolutely wrong.